I am thankful that while it may not be every minute of everyday, I am pretty much happy every day. It is a wonderful feeling to be so full of joy. When even on "bad" days my heart is smiling. It has been a long time coming, but I think I am finally at a point of total trust.
I am in limbo, and I am OK with that. After Monday I will know if I am applying for PhD programs for next year, or deferring a year. I am excited to go home tomorrow, even though I am kind of stressed about balancing fun, work, and family.
And even though I fluctuate through moments of feeling like the butt of some cosmic practical joke, overall I can smile and laugh at myself. So, I am very thankful for joy.
I am in limbo, and I am OK with that. After Monday I will know if I am applying for PhD programs for next year, or deferring a year. I am excited to go home tomorrow, even though I am kind of stressed about balancing fun, work, and family.
And even though I fluctuate through moments of feeling like the butt of some cosmic practical joke, overall I can smile and laugh at myself. So, I am very thankful for joy.
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