So some days, I think I am better and moving on, but then there are days like today, when I miss him so much I can hardly breathe and I struggle with finding the motivation to do even the most necessary things. I still just cannot comprehend how I was so easily tossed aside, so easily replaced. I think what hurts the most is I trusted him, and so, I trusted in a lie. I miss sharing things with him, I miss the sound of his voice, the touch of his hand. I even miss the nasty ass smell of that aftershave. And I am overwhelmed and consumed by loneliness.
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